I don’t want to disappoint myself again. I guess I just want to protect myself and be selfish. We are selfish creatures, no doubt!
So yes, I’ve decided..

I’ve been spending my whole fortune away recently paying off debts, bills, medical check ups and vaccination…. So I’m officially broke. Just sent in an application for part time. I need the money in preparation for my big move. Whether my move is gonna be permanent or I’m gonna be fired by the new company straight away shall depend on luck. But I think it’s worth the bet. So I’m praying hard…

I’m exhausted over stressing with so many things at the moment.. :(